this isnt even the right format

but fuck it
I wish we could make it work
I want to kill myself
but honestly im done playing with my mind and yours.
I want you back.
and I hate that im not invited to that Halloween party just because we broke up. it's so stupid and everyone keeps talkin about it and i'm the only one not going
but I fucking miss you and I hate it.
I feel sick to my stomach and I keep wanting to call you and text you and follow you (on instagram) and it's stupid but I hate it that I miss you so much
I'd do anything for you. it's too late now though too much damage has been done but i'm serious. I hate not being yours. and I hate not being with you and life is so fucking unfair I want to die.

i can't do anything but love you u

it hurts so bad