obsession

I guess I'll quit these posts some day. Today I just want to say sorry. Apologize. Because I never got to. And I'm not expecting to be forgiven, but I do owe you a lot. A lot. I caused you so much unnecessary grief. 

I'm sorry for getting mad at you and crying that night we had sushi near school.

I'm sorry for not trusting you when you went out with your friends.

I'm sorry for not replying quick enough. 

I'm sorry for ignoring you for hours. 

I'm sorry for not telling you where I am. 

I'm sorry for yelling at you. 

I'm sorry for hitting you. 

I'm sorry for embarrassing you in the hallways and when we went out. 

I'm sorry for ditching you last minute. 

I'm sorry for double booking you so many times. 

I'm sorry I watched that movie without you. 

I'm sorry for being on my phone when we were together. 

I'm sorry for walking out at you angry. 

I'm sorry for cheating on you. 

I'm sorry I didn't fight hard enough for you. 

I'm sorry I smoked when you told me not to.

I'm sorry I drank when you told me not to. 

I'm sorry for not listening to you when I knew you were right. 

I'm sorry for not listening to you when I didn't know you were right because I should've trusted you. 

I'm sorry for making you give up your friends for me. 

I'm sorry for unfriending you and blocking you.

I'm sorry for leaving you. 

I'm sorry for treating you like shit this whole time.

I'm sorry for lying. 

I'm sorry for being such a big bitch that everyone you know hates me. 

I'm sorry for being too late.

I'm sorry that I didn't come to your birthday party. 

I'm sorry that I didn't get you a good birthday present. 

I'm sorry that I stopped caring. 

I'm sorry for not liking your friends. 

I'm sorry for doing stupid things. 

I'm sorry I keyed her car and sent her shit. 

I'm sorry I didn't come to you when you'd cry on the phone for me. 


I'm sorry for making your friends hate me.

I'm sorry for crying on Halloween when I wanted to sleep with you on the couch.

I'm sorry we never got to go on a trip together.

I'm sorry that you had to be associated with me and that gave you a bad image. 

I'm sorry that I was so indifferent and indecisive. 

I'm sorry that I never came to your house in the middle of the night when you would tell me to. 

I'm sorry for crying. 

I'm sorry for making you upset. 

I'm sorry for being so distant. 

I'm sorry for being so obsessive. 

I'm sorry for being such a bad girlfriend to you. 

I'm sorry I never changed. 

I'm sorry it took me so long. 

I'm sorry that I wasted your time. 

~C.