20
Let's sum up the last twenties days in one blog post:
I started school and hated it at first. I am now indifferent about it. I never thought I'd miss high school but here I am missing high school. I'm actually typing this fast because that's how these few days were. Just a blur and nothingness. Although we are a quarter done this semester I feel like we are just getting started and I am already falling behind. I have a few chapters that I have yet to read and assignments to start and finish. I already missed one quiz due to technical difficulties so I'm not letting that happen again. I'm slipping away to imaginary life and I'm back at that stage in life where caffeine keeps me alive, and I am starting to feel like I'm rocking on a boat when I sleep.
Other than the usual glitches I feel, I am starting to put an emphasis on how I speak and write. I'm paying more attention to my tone of voice and punctuation when I write. I have an essay due on Monday and I started writing it about SHINee's Key but I don't think it's flowing all too well. What has impressed me though? Lately there's nothing that I notice enough to impress me. Of course Taemin has impressed me and SHINee continues to impress me each day but how do I write about that?
I actually took the time to write this blog post so I could rant and try to think about what has/has not impressed me but so far there's nothing. I feel as though I'm writing a report of what has happened and now I'm just typing my thoughts as they occur.
Going back to the "slipping" topic. When I write these blog posts I return to the summer when I felt like doing drugs and living the life of a criminal. I thought I had turned away from that route when I started school but I haven't. Instead, when I go to downtown I want to "be bad" and when I see those things I wish I was there. I feel out of place in university. I'm that northeast girl with northeast thoughts of drugs while everyone else is good or acts good or whatever. Whatever it is, I'm not them. I'm someone who is only going to school because the only good thing I want to go into is the fashion industry and business or modelling is the only way I can.
What has impressed me is my ability to stay out of drugs whilst living in the northeast and being surrounded by the influence. What is more impressive is that I didn't even know what a rave party is. This is not an essay topic either.
Word vomit.
How do I write an essay on why something has impressed me? First of all, what has impressed me? Nothing. What hasn't impressed me? Again, nothing. It's hard to impress me but it's also hard to disappoint me. I have no expectations for anything so I always think: "good, that's good. okay," and that's all!
INTRO: MY INDIFFERENCE HAS NOT IMPRESSED ME LATELY BECAUSE THIS ESSAY WAS TOO HARD FOR ME TO WRITE.
BP 1: I CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO ACT EXCITED ABOUT ANYTHING
BP 2: HOW CAN I BE DISAPPOINTED BECAUSE I'M NOT USUALLY MEAN
BP 3: WHEN THINGS AREN'T MY BUSINESS I DON'T CARE
BP 4: I JUST WANT TO PASS SCHOOL WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT I'M GIVING UP ON FEELINGS BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO IMPRESS ANYONE SO WHY SHOULD IGAF ABOUT ANYONE ELSE
AND A THRILLING CONCLUSION OF WHY THIS ESSAY WAS SO HARD AND HOW I HAD THIS EPIPHANY *link to blog* OKAY THIS IS GREAT
Sorry about this sudden outburst actually, but I love me for being me.
Thanks for reading this crap after 20 days.
Hopefully I can keep you updated on my life and things but for now let me write my satirical essay.
I started school and hated it at first. I am now indifferent about it. I never thought I'd miss high school but here I am missing high school. I'm actually typing this fast because that's how these few days were. Just a blur and nothingness. Although we are a quarter done this semester I feel like we are just getting started and I am already falling behind. I have a few chapters that I have yet to read and assignments to start and finish. I already missed one quiz due to technical difficulties so I'm not letting that happen again. I'm slipping away to imaginary life and I'm back at that stage in life where caffeine keeps me alive, and I am starting to feel like I'm rocking on a boat when I sleep.
Other than the usual glitches I feel, I am starting to put an emphasis on how I speak and write. I'm paying more attention to my tone of voice and punctuation when I write. I have an essay due on Monday and I started writing it about SHINee's Key but I don't think it's flowing all too well. What has impressed me though? Lately there's nothing that I notice enough to impress me. Of course Taemin has impressed me and SHINee continues to impress me each day but how do I write about that?
I actually took the time to write this blog post so I could rant and try to think about what has/has not impressed me but so far there's nothing. I feel as though I'm writing a report of what has happened and now I'm just typing my thoughts as they occur.
Going back to the "slipping" topic. When I write these blog posts I return to the summer when I felt like doing drugs and living the life of a criminal. I thought I had turned away from that route when I started school but I haven't. Instead, when I go to downtown I want to "be bad" and when I see those things I wish I was there. I feel out of place in university. I'm that northeast girl with northeast thoughts of drugs while everyone else is good or acts good or whatever. Whatever it is, I'm not them. I'm someone who is only going to school because the only good thing I want to go into is the fashion industry and business or modelling is the only way I can.
What has impressed me is my ability to stay out of drugs whilst living in the northeast and being surrounded by the influence. What is more impressive is that I didn't even know what a rave party is. This is not an essay topic either.
Word vomit.
How do I write an essay on why something has impressed me? First of all, what has impressed me? Nothing. What hasn't impressed me? Again, nothing. It's hard to impress me but it's also hard to disappoint me. I have no expectations for anything so I always think: "good, that's good. okay," and that's all!
INTRO: MY INDIFFERENCE HAS NOT IMPRESSED ME LATELY BECAUSE THIS ESSAY WAS TOO HARD FOR ME TO WRITE.
BP 1: I CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO ACT EXCITED ABOUT ANYTHING
BP 2: HOW CAN I BE DISAPPOINTED BECAUSE I'M NOT USUALLY MEAN
BP 3: WHEN THINGS AREN'T MY BUSINESS I DON'T CARE
BP 4: I JUST WANT TO PASS SCHOOL WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT I'M GIVING UP ON FEELINGS BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO IMPRESS ANYONE SO WHY SHOULD IGAF ABOUT ANYONE ELSE
AND A THRILLING CONCLUSION OF WHY THIS ESSAY WAS SO HARD AND HOW I HAD THIS EPIPHANY *link to blog* OKAY THIS IS GREAT
Sorry about this sudden outburst actually, but I love me for being me.
Thanks for reading this crap after 20 days.
Hopefully I can keep you updated on my life and things but for now let me write my satirical essay.
~C.
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