i'm high don't read unless you want to go on a ride (spoiler alert: i sound like im 14????)

im high idk where to type this lols.
i did acid omg last week
ok
and this is just context by the way. ( i just really need to talk and it's midnight. i'm having a moment lulz)
so i did acid andthen
any way
back to why we're here

 i want to share with you the feelingi'm having right now. i i'm so high right now and i feel like i'm 14 again. it's like a time warp to  that age. i feel like hmm... i'm goin to hang out at my junior high and i'm having good fun times but it's also the fct that i'm  not feeling that heavy weight on my shoulder of depression. i feel genuinely better right now. like that age is the last time i felt that way so it's maybe a projection of that ??? lost my thought

ok
i'm just...
ok i got it.
when i let myself be happy or rather
when i'm "not depressed" (i'm trying to justify the fact that i think even a small dose of lsd can in a way "cure" depressioN?)
i feel like my happiness is of that of when i hadn't depression

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))))this is a meta joke. (idk whatthat means0) basically read an article about rupi kaurP >>

idk if you get it' it s hard to explainfuck

i just wanna say that depression made me really dumb. maybe i'm only as smart as a high school and i've just been pushed along.
wow
this is imposter syndrome as a symptom of mental illness

i'm sitting in a green lit room. i love aliens.
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i gotta gooooooo.
byee
:) :D D: D: D: D: D:D D: idk :D:D:D:D:D::D:D:D:D:D:DD:DD::DL:DL:DL:L: u;u i'm goint ot tumblr now
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